BIRTHDAY......!

it was the awesomest birthday ever..! mum got me a new fon - N78, n gold chain, new clothes, perfume - hugo boss~ femme, shoes n other stuff..
Small Boy got me the pair of shoes that i've had my eye on 4 some time.. hehe..
then we went 4 a movie, dinner n later out 2 a club..
the nex day, dad arranged a small thingy at some pub.. had a cake n LOTS n LOTS of drinks.. n they forced me 2 down a flaming lamborghini..! haha.. evrything burned after tat.. hahaha..
me n Small Boy headed out 4 a bit 2 bangsar.. then came bak 2 the place.. later went 4 supper n came bak at arnd 6.. n died..! hahahahahaha..!
had a terrible but satisfying hangover.. hahaha..
im still trying 2 get used 2 the new fon.. been fiddling n meddling n tinkering wit it.. hehe..

N THANK U SOULLY 4 THE SWEET POST..! I LOVE U U KNO..

N THX 2 MUM N DAD N EVRY1 WHO WISHED ME N MADE MY BDAY THE BESTEST ONE EVER..!

I LOVE ALL OF U SOOOO MUCH..!!!!

terrible malaysians..

well, i kno its been awile.. im jus a lazy shyt la.. haha.. hmm..

WAT A COUNTRY LA..! well, not so much the country but the ppl la.. malaysians i tell u..! some are jus SICK la..
~ Small Boys's bike got stolen..
~ the grills tat cover my longkang aso they steal..

steal la underwear aso..! oh, wait a min.. THEY DID..!

~ my bro's underwear got stolen in his sports skool in jb..!

WTF is wrong wit these ppl la.. damn too much la..

had a great time last nite chatting wit chelle n nette 4 hours..! hehehe.. catching up on old times.. n i tell u, i MISS those fools.. i laughed like mad la.. hahaha..

OH OH OH..!
I GOT THE JOB..! woot..!
i start on dec 11 tho.. a week after my bday.. they said i have 2 turn 18 first.. haha..
its at HSBC Cyberjaya btw.. hehe.. im in collections-call centre.. but im on the UK basis.. tat means my work is at 4pm til 12am.. no life la like this..!
but the pay is goooood!! haha.. so i aint complaining..

i miss my Small Boy loads..! its been more than a week since the last he came.. :(
stupit mafakas stole his bike n now he cant come.. BASKETS la..!

i miss Soully too.. we need 2 skill..! :(

yay yay, bday comin! hahaha..!

well, jus came bak frm the mamak.. lepaking wit Soully n all.. hmm.. hmm.. it has been awile..
well, man u lost..! dumbfuckingcockshyt!
Obama won.. haha.. tats awesome.. n BTW, did u ppl kno tat he maybe was, MUSLIM..!
yea..! for real!
but now he's a convert la.. protestant.. hehe..

BARRACK HUSSEIN OBAMA II

n he's INDONESIAN..! partly.. i think his dad la.. hmm..
hehe..

a whole lotta loving...!

ok.. well.. this is a SUPER late update.. been busy.. hehe.. hmm.. well, lets see.. wen 2 shannya's hse last last saturday.. haha.. was supposed 2 do cupcakes(it seems).. but tat dint happen due 2 some shannya drama thingy.. hmm.. then went 2 nad's party.. met up wit triff.. i miss tat shiznit la.. kim was there n so were quite a number of ppl.. then Small Boy came n fetched me.. went 4 supper at mc'ds.. then went bak 2 my place.. hmm.. the nex day was normal.. hmm.. monday was DEEPAVALI.. hehe.. went visiting arnd.. ate like a pig.. hmm..

Small Boy came a few days ago.. he took me 2 his hse.. we had the AWESOMEST time ever.. he took me 4 a nite time bike ride n it was absolutely awesome..! hehe.. then stayed at his place.. it was memorable as it was the first time in the 6months we've been 2geder tat he took me 2 his place.. hehe.. then in the morning we came bak my place.. we slept some more n then we went lepaked all.. had dinner n he stayed another nite.. eeeeeeeee! i love him la..! dah takleh tahan la..! haha..

BABY BABY BABY..! I LOVE U IZENET..! MWA MWA MWA..!
u gimme me a whole lotta loving.. don u ever stop..! muaxxxx..!

random is my middle name..! hehehe..

im SO glad i have the old YOU bak.. i cant express my happiness.. hehehe..
im watching the manchester united vs celtic match.. champions league.. hehe.. i hope they win..
im hungry.. i wana fag.. NOW!
i wan my Small Boy.. i miss my Small Boy.. i love my Small boy..
he gave me his ring n asked me 2 keep it n tc of it.. hehe..
my hamsters died..! :(
i've gotta get a job.. im broke..
FUCK.. RONALDO JUS MISSED..!
hmmm..
i likey likey CASELY..! RAWR..!
i missing Soully.. n Jude-y.. hehe..
FUCK YEAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MANCHESTER JUS SCORED..!!!!!!!!!!!
jumping like a monkey now.. haha..
i miss chelle..! haha..
okthxbye..!

I HATE LA!

i hate changes.. y does there have 2 be changes.. i SO FUCKIN HATE IT!

All u ever did was just make me cry, never happy maybe only just once or twice, Till the day I realized I was livin a lie, tats wen i leave without even sayin' good-bye..!

u don realize wat u have till its gone, how so very true.. this is soooo di tujukan 2 YOU!
but sadly, u wont even read this.. i close my eyes n bear wit ur shyt evrytime.. ur hurtful ways..
ur evry single SHYT! i take evrything n witout a word.. but let me tell u.. if this continues, then u'll be the one at loss.. one day wen i decide tat its jus too much n leave.. tats wen u'll be shitting ur pants thinkin, " y did i ever screw up the best thing tat ever happened 2 me"
but then it'll be too late..
I LOVE YOU, but i wan LOVE TOO..

i jus wan the old YOU back.. im pissed as hell.. but so sad as well.. thinkin bout wat happened n y the changes..!
i pray tat it wont be too late.. 4 YOU..!

hmm.. well, its been awile since i blogged.. i've jus been lazy.. i jus caught my hamster btw.. haha.. the lil sucker escaped frm the cage a few days bak.. saw it runnin jus now on the floor.. n i pounced.. hahaha.. n shoved the lil asshole bak in the cage.. one more died tho.. (two of em escaped)
i found it on the floor near the bathroom dead.. haih.. i was cryin n at tat moment Small Boy showed up at the doorstep.. hehehe.. he was greeted by my 'watery' face.. hahaha..

Small Boy : hmm, i expected a hug or sumting.. but this aso ok la..
Me : *smiles* don la, hamster die d.. :(
Small Boy : how?
Me : escaped frm cage n i found it dead on the floor..
Small Boy : hmm.. nvm baby, its ok.. its not ur fault it wanted 2 commit suicide..
Me : (stares at his face n starts laughing)

He really makes evrything better la.. he stayed wit me for 2 days even tho he had some album launching stuff 2 do, cos i was alone at home.. Dad went 2 kelantan.. sebok wana celebrate raya it seems.. hmm..

i miss Soully.. damn long d never povoh.. :( skill all gone d.. :(
Soully, wen are we gonna "don play in the garden n don smell her flowers"?
hehehee... MISSS..!